results are officially out..overall, i did horribly..and i dun say horribly cuz i didnt do exceptionally well..i said horribly because i mean horribly..it's not juz because i havent met my own expections..it's because it is literally horrible..anyone who doesnt know wad i mean can look up the dictionary and they'll find an accurate describtion of how my results are..
my parents' reactions..father did wad he'd always did to me when i get horrible results..that is, call anyone available, this time is my 2nd bro, to his side, and criticise me wif his loud voice, so that i can hear..nth much to say abt it..up to u to interprete..mother, cuz was over the phone, couldnt say much as well..bring up the past, nag abit here and there..nth much oso..
no hope in me le ba..even if they've not lost hopes for me, but i feel i've lost hope for myself already..im juz plain lazy, too blardy irresponsible, super slacker, cant be bothered enough, or im juz hopelessly hopeless..
let's juz hope i dun get admitted to the mental hospital..wadeva tt is..
