talk abt tripping over a hurdle while running..the worst hurdle u can trip over is the final one..with tt, even everything tt was so perfect before would almost completely go down the drain..it'll still be recognised, but it has little value anymore..it cant help in the final, deciding result..it's juz there for show only..and that is all..nth less, but unfortunately, nth more as well..
wad is it that is important in a person's life? reputation? determination? motivation? support? money? looks? i've always believed that the answer is happiness..without happiness, you might as well juz go to hell..but is tt true? is happiness rrly the most important thing in a person's life?
i guess external influence affects me more than myself..i care abt how others think more than wad i think..and tt leads me to thinking even more, cuz i cant be sure if wad i think others is thinking is correct..but me being me, i'll juz try to find the most logical thought tt is possible..even when im writing this entry, im thinking wad others will think abt wad i've said..wadeva it is, i juz feel im more easily influenced by other ppl's thoughts and feelings as compared to my own..
am i addicted to thoughts? thoughts are addictive..wad the hell.....
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