i guess this is worse, not the worst..sec2 was still the worst..
in sec2, i had to bear wif the torments..the tortures, so to say..it started from late sec1..stretched on till almost the end of sec3 i guess..it was rrly unbearable..sometimes i wonder how did i even survive it..for my case now, im already at the brink of my life..how did i even lived through those torments?
life's tough..being happy is the most important thing in life..tt has always been my motivation to stay happy..but now i think, is it rrly possible? wad if the ppl around u are making it almost impossible, or even impossible, for u? wad will u do then? does tt mark the end of the world? clearly, no..life still goes on..but why? why do such ppl exist? why do ppl put others down? juz for their own personal interest? juz so tt u can gain sth out of it? juz to take advantage of it? or juz merely FOR FUN?!
to hell wif hypocrites and backstabbers..they're the suckers tt make the world complicated, corrupted and so damn hard to juz live in it in harmony..
(pardon me for the vulgarities..my vocab is still not so wide as to substitute those words wif more formal words..)
