am i merely a person who has juz lost confidence in myself? in the past i have been proven, or shown, that some of my actions are juz inappropriate..i prefer a direct and serious comment to be made rather than having to go through so much trouble juz to think of wad actions should be used on me to make me realise..to me, it's either i realise or i dun..either the oil is set on fire by my own spark, or the oil is there forever..nobody can create the spark for me..oil can be added by others..but not the spark..never..
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am i juz too easily inspired by other ppl and their actions? i always feel as though my ways of doing things are not rrly effective..when i see others carry out the same task as me, i tend to feel inferior when i see the way they get things done..let alone task, even ppl's attitude are alot better than mine..half the time i dunno wad im doing..i think alot, but wad gd is there? im known to be irresponsible..and tt's a fact i cant deny..hahas..
i dunno..
