long time no blog...i rrly dunno wad to blog abt..my life here, it's nth much..seriously, im juz dead bored everyday..now i write this entry, im also struggling to think of sth to write..i dowan my blog to look so dead..it's like the only way i can let ppl know abt my life..
i dun wanna lose contact wif my frens in sg..im rrly sad tt sec sch live has ended juz liddat..i know it's damn long ago liao..but still, i wun forget abt it..i'll rmb as much as i can abt the happenings in tt sch, bpghs..i grew to like the sch only during this yr, after i've left the sch..i rrly miss everyone..tt's all i can say..im not v gd at expressing myself..
juz some random stuff tt i wanna rant..now i write this entry, time is abt 2am..everyone in their room, off their lights le..i feel this time den i got the freedom to write..it's abt the way i do things, n how im controlled, in a way..i rrly wanna do things on my own..i dowan anyone from my family, whom has the potential to help me, to interfere..i wanna know that i have the strength to accomplish things on my own, without anyone's help..even if i fail, i wun feel as bad as when i succeed but wif someone's help..i would rather fail n keep on trying ON MY OWN until i succeed..i know the chances available for me might not be enough for me to succeed..but i feel, if tt's the case, den im fated to fail..tt's wad the limited lifespan of a human is abt..it's abt whether u're strong enough to succeed in wadeva u desire to accomplish within one lifetime..if someone is there to help u accomplish ur tasks in life, it rrly defeats the whole purpose...haix..
today is our 1yr anniversary..im rrly v happy =) thanks for being there for me. lub u lots~ =D
