it's still so long until the time i go bck..but still, im looking forward to it, every minute of my life here, i am..i wanna go bck to where i feel most comfortable..i cant call it my home, cuz it's rrly not my home..it's my second home..but it feels more at home, in a way, than anywhere else..definitely more than where i am now..for some, this life is a luxury..i used to think tt it would be damn fun..having alot of freedom to do wad i wan, go where i wish..it all seems so nice..hahas..
anyw, i guess im not treasuring my time here..i can already "hear" ppl scolding me useless, loser, bastard, wadeva...i have this chance, yet i dun use it properly..a gd fren once told me, "chances dun knock on the door all the time". i know..but i get the feeling that even if i dun have this chance, i wun regret..even if i stay bck there, even if the schools there are alot more stressful than here, i still prefer it there. i dun mind going through the stress n pressure..it doesnt matter, if im with the ppl im comfortable wif..
im such an idiot...
