everytime i write an entry, it's oso abt how sian i am here. cuz im rrly so sian ma. haix. i think this entry oso la. cant expect me to be so happy here when im all alone right?...i cant seem to do anything full-heartedly lehz..feels like no point liddat...prefer some ppl to share the joy wif me. feels so much better lorz...
today my bro pulled me to library to study wif him...i tot i could kill some time there n do sth gd for myself at the same time. turned out, i couldnt study much..i realised im rrly not the study type. studying alone is rrly so sian. cnt concentrate at all. my mind keep drifting away, sub-consciously...i kept hoping there's someone there to push me n motivate me to study. life rrly feels meaningless without close frens around u...haix
everyday oso hoping i can go bck there as soon as possible, but den i cant change the flow of time la. so sad...hahas. gotta wait for it to slowly crawl lorz...it's an irony huh. sometimes we say time flies, sometimes we say it crawls. so contradicting, but yet ppl still say it. hahas. wad am i saying. anyw, i rrly wish it would fly now. n fly rrly fast. i wanna go bck! =(
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`[J]ar[R]od a.k.a. [J]ia[L]at `18yo, 7th April `jarrodlee89@hotmail
