recently became more n more quiet? i dunno...i've not been like me lately. i dunno y...sumhow, the thought "my life has lost its meaning" seem to be the reason y im liddat, but i still cannot find the cause. i myself dun seem to understand y im liddat. it did not happen suddenly. it happened over a period of time. i dunno how it happened, n i dunno wad happened. im juz as lost as everyone else, tt's if they're interested enough to think abt wad happened to me.
life is full of crap...it's all junk. haix...i dunno y i get this kinda feeling, but it's always been there since awhile ago. i feel tt the things i do, the things tt happen to me, it was all for nth. i'd rather it did not happen. things will still be the same. if i didnt do wadeva tt i had done, things will still be the same.
at least i still hav sth to treasure in life. there's still some meaning in it, cuz of u. thx...
