wow...im kinda surprised juz now when i reached home...when i came into the room, i saw......the keyboard is still around...maybe my parents are beginning to trust me with it? hehex...hope so ba...well, den i should oso finish my part of the 'deal' (so-called) n study hard, get the good results n make them proud parents...it's not only for them, but for myself as well...my own future...i shall not let anything else stand in my way le...i have to make it, if not i wun even be allowed to study in singapore...tt will be the worst case scenario le...so i shall strive for the best...
but den hor...i will feel very discouraged when they take the keyboard away again...they always take it away without any good reason...they juz do it cuz they'll feel better after doing so...n normally they will take the keyboard away when they're in a bad mood, which i wun have a clue when it will be...so i juz hope everything remains as it is...i will find my own determination n study hard...tt's wad i wan...i also hope tt my frens, esp those im closer wif (u noe whu u r ;D), will not only encourage me, but strive together wif me as well...we're all taking the O'lvls this yr...for u guys, O'lvls are alot more important than prelims, it's later then the prelims, n it's most probably easier than the prelims...but for me, prelims is much more important then the actual O'lvls...so i have to work double hard...in addition to that, from sec1 until now, those students who are consistent in their work have studied consistently hard for the past 13 terms of school...but for me, i slacked all the way...if i start to study hard now, im oso onli left with 3 term...maybe less...therefore, i have to work triple hard...i juz hope i can make it...my family have been planning this for me since my big bro n sis went there, which is the yr 2000...nobody would wan their hard work to be flushed down the drain...or rather, everyone wans their hard work to be paid off...i may not understand that yet, cuz i hav not put in much effort in my sch thingy for the past 13 terms...but i will understand it soon...i will care abt other things less n concentrate more on my work...i cant afford to slack le...
i oso dunno y i suddenly write things like that...i know, to u guys, it's so "not like me"...but i really have to work hard le...pls support me ok? n one more thing...i wun wanna end up like the pathetic alien who juz so happens to be in my class...i hav been told not to be like him, n i will not...definitely not...well, gonna end here le....tc ppl =)
